It’s been over a year since I left my 8-to-5 job, and it has been a roller coaster of changes.
When I decided to leave, I kept my resignation quiet as much as possible. Only people in the section knew, and a few outside the organization I work with initially knew. (Of course, the news eventually spread 😅) I have no fancy reason for doing so. I just wanted to go through what I plan/want with minimal interference and demands for explanation. I remember spending my second to the last day at a work event and dropping the bomb on friends, colleagues, and contacts - saying goodbye.
I had an incredible six years. I learned and grew a lot. Though I did not expect to work in government, let alone stay for several years, the work and the people made me stay longer than anticipated.
I still sometimes miss the daily grind, the routine, the randomness of some days, and the excitement of our programs and events. Of course, I regularly miss the people—colleagues, partners, participants, and alums. On some days, I also miss the opportunity to dress up and put a bit of color on my face. Of course, I also miss the breakfast club, the lunch buddies, the coffee runs, and the early dinner sessions we often had.
Though I miss and treasure the memories, I am happy with my decision to venture into something new. Though my day-to-day life is quite far from what I had in my six-year stint, it’s proven to be fun and challenging. It also allowed me more personal time and better health - I barely sneeze now! 🤣 I have gained the opportunity to simplify - own the basic things I need and enjoy a few items that make life easier and more comfortable. Though I must be honest, I still own several things I can’t let go of. 😖
Things will continue to change and be different. It's scary and exciting. I am looking forward to every bit of it.
